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No time

Saturday 26 July 2008

There’s so much going on, there’s so much to do, and I really feel like the world has just slowed and rushed everything at the same time.  I’m just too worried and freaked out to think.  I’m trying to get work done and it takes me hours upon hours longer than it should.  I should have half of this stupid dissertation written and I hardly even know where to begin.

I need to get back out to several sites for more pictures.  I think. I’m not sure how.  I can’t figure out buses.  Maybe I’ll just go tomorrow.  It’s noon and I have highlighted about 3 paragraphs in one article.  I’m not sleeping well. I don’t have a nice waking up, instead I wake up feeling overheated and claustrophobic.

But I suppose a shower is calling to me, and showers make the world a better place right?

On another note: I saw The Dark Knight, and I didn’t care for it.  Just not a solid enough MOVING plot line.  It was a lot like the new Hulk movie: had some nice parts but overall it just didn’t develop a plot.  These are comics that have been around since my parents were kids. You’d think they could develop a plot that actually DID something instead of what they did.

Maybe Batman would have been better if it had Lou Ferrigno in it.  Haha

I came out from TDK pale, shaky and a total mess.  I really wasn’t sure how I walked out.  Sunlight didn’t do much for me.  It took me 2 hours to regain some semblance of color.  To make things happier in life Grant and I bought some movies: Get Smart, Again! (1989), The Incredible Hulk Returns (with THOR!) and The Incredible Hulk Goes to Trial (or something like that).  Bill Bixby and Lou Ferrigno, that duo can make anyone start to feel happy again.

Awesome people. Yessiree. And a Hulk that isn’t impervious to everything.  He’s strong as hell, but he can be hurt.  I like that.  It makes more sense.

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Disser…whaaaaat?

Wednesday 2 July 2008

My dissertation is finally starting to show some signs of forming into a “Plan-of-Action.”  This doesn’t mean I have any data yet, but it does mean that after this week I will be entering 24-7 bat analysis and habitat assessments and just ….  AAAAAAHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Rella and I are figuring out car hires.  I’m going to attempt to drive a car at some point this week to take care of my Risk Assessments and next week it will be time to attack the evil that is going nocturnal to do bat surveys.  I guess I should be glad there’s only 5 or so hours of darkness. . .

This will be a fun filled time. . .

Right now I’ve started putting up some pictures on Flickr. . .they’re private right now as I haven’t added in the tags and such, but they’ll be up for viewing soon.  I’ll post the link when I get them all sorted.

And yes, I WILL write those letters I said I would.  Just… need… TIME.

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Paper over keyboards

Tuesday 24 June 2008

I had a very disturbing dream last night (technically this morning as I woke up to see the time was 8:45 am) and I tried to write it down.  My handwriting is almost illegible because I felt tensed and self concious about writing it out.  I wrote in cursive, and rather rushed.  For me, that’s not a good thing.  My cursive turns illegible very fast.

I wanted to share it but I had to go through the steps of writing it out first and then telling it to a person.  Sort out my thoughts, get things right in my head, talk to someone about it.

I’m appreciating having a paper journal with me here.  Admittedly I don’t write in it nearly enough, I feel better writing stuff down.  I also don’t have much to say, “Today I sat at my computer and typed.  I also did that day before and the day before that and the day before that.  I did go outside though. . . to get a few groceries.”  Really, that doesn’t make a very good read.  Or a very nice thing to write.

A journal is a place I like to feel safe writing it.  I’ve started to lose that.  I’m working at getting it back.

This blog on the other hand, I don’t feel safe putting anything down in.  The same was with my LiveJournal.  I’ll start getting back into blogs and all that fun when I find my writing passion again.  For now my writing is all about woodlands and bats (not together though) and vicious emails to my parents where I rant about how disgruntled I am at not having my project sorted out yet.  DISSERTATION HELLLLLLLL

*ahem*

All better.

Journals are fun.  And I’m a big believer in finding the right kind of journal for your purpose.  Moleskines aren’t for everyone, and lined journals are also not for everyone.   It’s weird to see what you will and will not use for a journal.  They have a feel to them.  The same for the pen that writes in those journals.  Usually it’s due to the quality of the paper and how gel/ballpoint/rollerball/fountain/etc actually works with that paper.

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Raptor Conference HERE I COME

Sunday 22 June 2008

http://www.umt.edu/ce/cps/raptor/

I’m going I’m going I’m going I’m going. . . I think.

The funny part (okay, I think it’s funny) is when talking to my mom about it yesterday I told her I was excited and yackity yack.  She said she would check out the hotel and other stuff to see if a cheaper place is nearby and I would just walk over to the Holiday Inn it’s held at.  Seems normal right?  Then she tells me I’ve never been to the Holiday Inn.

*long pause*

“Mom, wasn’t Paul and Caroline’s wedding reception there?”

“Well yes.”  *thoughts percolate into proper order*  “Well I suppose you have been there then.”

“Yes Mom, I’ve also had their pancakes and run up and down their stairs numerous times.”

My Uncle Paul was married in Missoula when I was about 7.  I was a flower girl, the reception was atteneded by all family present in Montana at the time.  DUH I was there.

My mom forgets these things sometimes.  She’s feeling stressed.

BUT, I AM GOING TO THE RAPTOR CONFERENCE!!!!!!!!

*bounces around room*

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Make way for ducklings

Friday 20 June 2008

Every so often I find a weird article in my google reader feed, this time it’s about a Mrs. Mallard and her trek to retrieve her babies from underground in Newcastle Upon Tyne (where I am currently studying). Apparently the ducklings fell through a grate and were swept away in a sewer.  Mom followed them approximately 2 miles and stood near a manhole quacking her brains out until someone stopped and got the manhole over off and the 6 ducklings out.

Robert McCloskey would be proud of those people.

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Thoughts for September

Tuesday 17 June 2008

I’m flying home on the 12th (with all hope), my dissertation is due on the 19th, and I want to go to Portland with Sharyn on the 28th.  After Portland I was thinking of Missoula, but a snag has come up in the form of the Raptors Research Foundation Conference in Missoula the 26th-28th.  I WANT TO GO!  Do I have $190? Nope.  All I can say is GOLDEN EAGLE TRAPPING AND BANDING!!!! HOLY CRAP!

Sorry, I get all droolified over the pretty birds.  There’s even stuff with Harriers. I’ve been learning all about Hen Harriers in the UK, so I’m excited for a Raptor Conference.

I want to go.
The issue is saying, “Yes, I will put myself into debt so I can go see Raptors and see if I can get a foot in the door for a job/internship/volunteering. “  It helps that it’s in Missoula so I know my way around the town already.  Strangely enough, I have never driven in Missoula.  Ever.  WEIRD.

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How to begin. . . and continue

Tuesday 17 June 2008

It’s hard to figure out how to begin on my thesis when I have no idea how to start.  I believe the first step is to go grab my phone and the phone number for E3 and start asking for locations of Natterer’s Bats.  If that doesn’t work, I start asking Bevan to go bash some heads for me.  Maybe he’ll throw nesting Terns at people.  Vicious birds with pointy beaks, I’m avoiding them!!

Right now I have papers to write for that annoying field trip course to the land of vicious biting bugs and tasty foodages.  I miss Arneside food, but not Arneside/Roudsea Wood bugs.

Speaking of bugs, cicadas are out back home.  I hope everyone is having a great time with them.  I kind of miss them, kind of don’t.  I was home 4 years ago for them and seeing that many all over EVERYTHING just makes my skin crawl.  They give you an idea of what the world would be like if bugs/insects finally decided to just take over the world.  *shudder*

This week I will possibly learn how to drive on the “wrong side” of the road. . .  we’ll see how that works out.  Grant will help me keep to the left so I don’t go around a rotary the wrong way or forget which lane does what, etc.  Driving skills FTW!

In 1 week and 3 days Grant and I are heading down to Canterbury to see his mom and brother.  This should be a VERY interesting trip.  I hope I remember things about  Canterbury and Dover and the trains. . . I hope we find good food.  We’re staying at the same guest house my dad and I were at 2 years ago. FREAKY!  I’m excited though.  The weather was stunning in February of 2006, I can only hope that June of 2008 will prove just as nice.

But before that nice weekend trip: I NEED TO START MY BAT SURVEYS!!!  *whimper*

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Soon

Thursday 12 June 2008

After tomorrow around 1 pm GMT I will be done with classes and able to spend a few hours putting up more pictures on Flickr (yes there are MORE!!!), blog entries (including that half-done one about Edinburgh), and much much more.

I shall return!!  And be warned, bat survey rants are sure to pop up.  *BLARGHLE*

Also, I really want to go to Montana.  But I shall wait until September.

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Pictures abound

Sunday 25 May 2008

I’ve added several more mini-albums of stuff to my flickr site if anyone cares to have a peek.

The images are from Alnmouth and the 6 month Anniversary bike trip Grant and I took back in October.

There will be more, but I have essays to write and I’ve goofed off enough today.

ENJOY!!!!

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Is Finland part of Scandinavia?

Saturday 17 May 2008

Recently there was “discussion” between me and several coursemates as to whether Finland was part of Scandinavia.  I used to think it was, but I was told differently and convinced.  This was not by a fellow American, but by a Swede while I was at Boston University.   I looked it up online and ignoring what Wikipedia says (we all know how trustworthy they are) I found several sites that give a mixed view.

Business Region Göteborg states that:

The collective label “Scandinavia” primarily reflects the linguistic similarity, but also the strong historical and social ties between these countries despite their current political independence.

The usage and meaning of the term ‘Scandinavia’ is somewhat ambiguous: Finland, the Faroe Islands, and Iceland are still sometimes counted as parts of Scandinavia, as they share strong social and historical ties to Norway, Sweden and Denmark.

In a British mindset, Norway, Sweden, and Denmark are usually included, often with the addition of Iceland, Finland, and sometimes even Greenland. The term the Nordic Countries is used unambiguously for the Scandinavian kingdoms of Norway, Sweden, Denmark, and the republics of Finland and Iceland.

From a british site, one sees another opinion

Geographically speaking, the Scandinavian peninsula is a territory shared by Norway, Sweden and northern Finland. The Scandinavian countries would therefore only be Norway and Sweden.Linguistically, Swedish, Norwegian and Danish have a common word called “Skandinavien” which refers to the ancient territories of the Norsemen, and for most people in these three countries “Scandinavia” consists only of Sweden, Norway and Denmark. This one is considered to be the most commonly accepted definition of “Scandinavia”. However, Iceland was also a Norse territory and Icelandic belongs to the same linguistic family as Swedish, Norwegian and Danish. And so does the Faroe islands. Therefore, you will find some people for which Scandinavia is Sweden, Norway, Denmark and Iceland. And finally, Swedish language is also spoken in Finland and reciprocally, Finnish and Sami languages are spoken in Sweden and Norway. Again, we have a new definition of Scandinavia, which would include Sweden, Norway, Denmark, Iceland and Finland.

Culturaly and historically, the north of Europe has been the political playground of the kingdoms of Sweden, Denmark and Norway. Finland was a part of the kingdom of Sweden and Iceland belonged to Norway and Denmark. Besides a common history, politically and economically these five countries have followed a similar model known as the Nordic welfare state since the 20th century. One more time, these five countries are perceived as an unity by some and therefore called by the same name: “Scandinavia”.

What are the “Nordic countries”? In such a state of linguistic and geographical confusion, the French came to help us all and invented the term “Pays Nordiques” or “Nordic Countries”, which has become the most standard term to bring together Scandinavia, Iceland and Finland under the same umbrella.

Indopedia comments that:

Scandinavia is the cultural and historic region of the Scandinavian Peninsula. The Scandinavian countries are Norway, Sweden and Denmark, which mutually recognize each other as parts of Scandinavia. The collective label “Scandinavia” reflects the cultural similarity between these countries despite their political independence. The terms Fennoscandia and Fenno-Scandinavia are sometimes used for an extended region.

The usage and meaning of the term outside Scandinavia is somewhat ambiguous:

  • Finland and Iceland are many times counted as parts of Scandinavia.
  • In a German mindset, Norway, Sweden and Finland are usually included, but Denmark is not.
  • In a British mindset, Norway, Sweden, and Denmark are usually included, often with the addition of Iceland and Finland.

These alternative meanings are considered incorrect in the local languages, and occasionally some people may take offense by such usage in English.

The term the Nordic countries is used unambiguously for the Scandinavian kingdoms of Norway, Sweden, Denmark, and the republics of Finland and Iceland.

Therefore dear Brits, between the Scandic speaking countries Finland does not belong under the title of Scandinavia. And in your own dear country I would like to say that Finland is not agreed upon to be part of Scandinavia, but it is not frowned upon either.  Brits also seem to thing that Iceland could be a part of Scandinavia.  Geographically Iceland is not, and linguistically Finland is not.

I rest my case.  Neither of us wins.  To quote a professor from last term, “It depends.”